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发信人: Mahone (ad), 信区: Game
标 题: In the end,终于,Grubby要换族了?+我的orc感触(长)
发信站: BBS 珞珈山水站 (Tue Oct 23 14:08:22 2007)
分割线以前为转贴RN上的翻译,
分割线以后是我自己的感触,转载后面的请注明原作者whu.Advocate
瓜比的博客(原贴):http://www.four-kings.com/?p=blogs&id=47
In the End
You know how sometimes you're listening to this song, and though you didn't de
sign the lyrics it seems like it was written by you, or for you? When the mean
ing of the song or the lyrics are just so right for how you feel, that a爏hive
r runs down your spine and your scalp tingles with recognition. When you get g
oosebumps and your eyes just go "far-away", and you just gained a bit of under
standing about yourself.
你知道有时候当你在听这首歌，虽然你并未描绘歌词，但它却似乎就是你写的，或者是你
们？当歌的意思或者歌词是如此的正对你的感觉，就像一只蜜蜂滑过你的脊梁骨，你意识
到头皮开始发麻。当你得到goosebumps，你的眼光就会放远些，对你自己多一点了解。
I think it's moments like those that make life worth living. The greatest mome
nts in my life,are not when I won the World Cyber Games, or when I signed my f
irst contract, or when I graduated from school. These are all joyful moments,
but they do not measure up to inexplicably pleasing little things.
我想这是使得生活有意义的瞬间。我生命里最伟大的时刻，不是我夺得世界冠军，或者我
签定了我的第一份合同，或者我从学校毕业。这些都是美好的时刻，但是它们还说不上是
无法言喻的开心。
Three Chinese fanatics watching me play and enjoying every hero-surround I pul
l off. Watching me with a reckless abandon, screaming out with joy at interval
s. Suddenly I'm an entertainer - my scalp tingles.
三个中国的狂热fans正看我比赛，享受我赢得的每一个围杀英雄的瞬间。他们不计后果的
狂热的看着，不时开心的大叫。突然的我成了一个表演娱乐节目的人——我的头皮开始发
麻了。
A word or a look from Cassandra that just makes my heart melt. She doesn't eve
n know she's doing it, and I won't tell her out of fear that she'll start gett
ing self-conscious saying that word. My heart melts.
Cassandra（PPG）的一句话，一个眼神都能让我心软。她还不知道她做了这件事，我不会
（out of fear ）告诉她，她正在开始自觉的说那个词。我心软了。
Rallypointing my peon to the wood so fast, my fingers dancing over the keyboar
d and mouse faster than I can consciously follow. A sign that playing a lot is
paying off with speed - if only I could play every official when I'm in the z
one!
快速的指示我的苦工去采木头，我的手指在键盘上飞舞，鼠标移动的更快使得我不能有意
识的跟随它。有一个迹象显示大量速度练习可以变得有意义——只要我可以控制一个区域
里的每个单位。
I beat a Russian player in Warcraft III, and he repays me in kind by flaming m
e for a good 10 minutes until I decide to move on. I couldn't snap out of star
ing at my screen with a weird kind of satisfaction as he insulted me in every
way he could with his limited use of English. My head starts tingling, because
in some weird and funny way I find it terribly cute that he wastes so much ti
me trying to get on my nerves. It just won't work and it remains terribly funn
y to me anyhow.
我打败了一个俄国魔兽选手，他以同样的手段回敬我：胡扯了我好一个10分钟直到我决定
继续前进。他用他能用的所有方式，用他的有限的英语来侮辱我，使得在这种怪异的满足
感中我没办法集中精力在我的屏幕上。我的头开始发麻，因为我发现他装腔作势的可怕：
他用一些怪异和搞笑的方式，花费了如此多的时间来试图使我感到不安。没办法工作，而
且无论如何都让我有了十分好笑的感觉。
Cassandra and me got a song - Hanging By a Moment from Lifehouse. She original
ly sent me the song over MSN, saying that she always thought about me when she
heard it. I accepted the song, like I accepted many others that she sent me.
It was giving me a nice selection of songs which I enjoyed listening to. Until
at some point, I was carrying the song around me together with many others on
my Mp3 player. I remember well, that I was coming from a train and heading ho
me from one of my tournaments. As that song came by, I'm sure I didn't remembe
r how I got the song. But when I heard it, I got such strong images from Cassa
ndra and was completely touched by how it seemed to reflect my memories of us
together. I told her, and was completely caught off guard when she told me it
was her that sent it to me and that it held the same meaning for her. Of cours
e it became our song.
Cassandra和我得到一首歌——Hanging By a Moment from Lifehouse。她最初在MSN上给
了我，说当她到这首歌她总是想到我。我接受这首歌，就像我接受她给我的其他东西一样
。当我想听歌的时候它给了我一个好选择。直到有个时候我将身边的歌和许多其他的放在
我的MP3中。我记得很清楚，这是当我乘火车来和结束我的一个锦标赛回家的时候。就像这
首歌从我身边流走一样，我确定我不记得我什么时候得到它的。但是，当我听到它的时候
，又从Cassandra那里有了如此强烈的印象：它曾经完全的震撼了我，就像它似乎在反映我
们在一起时我的记忆。我告诉了她，当她告诉我，就是她把这首歌给我，并且它对她有着
同样的意义的时候，我完全放松了（caught off guard）。
I'm at IEST now, where I flew out of the tourney on the first day and have bee
n practicing ever since in order to prepare for the clanwar vs NoA. It's a lon
g shot, but we're not going to give up without a fight. We know what we need t
o do, can't say anything more. Just now most of the players left to go clubbin
g, but I'm not that kind of guy, so I'm remaining behind. Zeus is sick with so
me food poisoning so he's upstairs in his room. I was alone here (Cassandra ha
d been in Singapore for a few days), so I decided to put on some music.
我现在正在打IEST，在第一天我没有比赛（I flew out of the tourney ），而从那时到
现在我都为了准备和NOA的战队赛持续练习。这是一个很少机会成功的尝试，但是我们不能
不做任何努力就放弃了。我们知道什么是我们该做的，其他的不必多说。现在很多选手离
开到clubbing（- -）去，但是我不是那样的人。所以我在留下来了。Zeus食物中毒了，在
楼上自己的房间，我一个人在这里（Cassandra 已经回新加坡去几天了），我决定听一些
音乐。
"In the End" from Linkin Park came up. It's a great song but especially now I
felt it held such meaning for me. Indulge me, and walk with me through my inte
rpretation of the meaning of this song for me.
Linkin Park的“in the end”。这是一首非常不错的歌，而且对现在的我来说，尤其有着
别样的意义。纵容我，和我一起听听这首歌对于我自己所阐述的意义。
(It starts with)
One thing / I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried s
o hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
(I kept everything inside me: don't complain! Orc will get a break some day!)
(What it meant to me: a strong mindset only goes with a firm resolve, to hang
by a thread of that which you believe will happen, Orc's just a tough spot. It
's now part of a memory of a time whereby I was struggling against the tide)
(I tried so hard, and got not far, in the end, it didn't even matter, all the
practice and all my resolve couldn't avail)
(I had to fall, to lose it all (IEST, WCG,..) )
(It didn't even matter how hard I tried)
我把一切都放在心里：不要抱怨！总有一天兽族会爆发。
这一切对与我来说意味着什么？有着坚强的意志和坚定的决心，却只能寄希望于某些虚无
缥缈的事？兽族已是食之无味，弃之可惜。对过去兽族辉煌的回忆是支持我继续战斗下去
的动力。
我如此的努力，却不能获得进展，到最后所有的练习和决心都白费，这些都已经不重要。
我不得不失败，失去了一切（WCG,IEST......)
无论我有多努力都已经没有意义。
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
(Things aren't the way they used to be - Human / Elf dominates all tournaments
, and each orc map is being systematically removed. Is there a reason that SV,
LT, Maelstrom, Gnoll Wood are being dropped by many tournament organisations?
What of Turtle Rock (has never ever been good for Orc), Terenas Stand (has be
en good against Undead for a couple of months, never been good against Human&
Elf), Twisted Meadows (good map for Orc against Human only! Or so they said...
guess militia creeping has something to say about this), Echo Isles (decent m
ap)? Why have these maps stood the test of time for more than 4 years?)
(If you knew me, you knew I've never limited myself to one race. I once was Or
c, until Dryad/Bear drove me to explore the possibilities of Night Elf and mor
e importantly abandon Orc. I once was Elf until I decided a human was going to
win WCG 2003 for sure- I wanted to be that human and I got closer than I ever
could've with Night Elf. I once was Human, until I decided TFT offered new po
ssibilities to the Orc race, my first love, and I solidified my presence in th
e scene with Orc. Many players see switching race as a weakness - I allow you
your beliefs without passing judgment. I see the choice of switching race as a
strength, one that inspires creativity, offers enjoyment, stimulates new thou
ght processes, keeps opponents off-balance and can create chance where before
you saw only defeat. You can not convince me that changing race is a weakness.
Sticking with a strategy, or race, where you know it leads to defeat, is a we
akness. Now it all comes back to me, and I wonder if I shall take a look on th
e other side.)
如今已经不是当年的世界了——人类和暗夜支配了所有的比赛，同时每一张兽族的地图都
被去除。有什么理由让SV, LT, Maelstrom, Gnoll Wood这些地图被很多的比赛去掉？为什
么不是TR（从来就不是兽族的主场），TS(曾经有一段时间对打不死有利，很不好打人族和
暗夜),TM(只是打人族有利 ，我想遍地的民兵对此会很有意见)，EI(比较平衡)？为什么这
些地图在比赛中已经用了四年之久？
如果你知道我的话，你就会知道我从来没有将自己限制在一个种族。我曾经是用兽族，直
到精灵/熊促使我去开发暗夜的可能战术同时更重要的是我放弃了兽族。我曾经是精灵，直
到我看到人族如此轻松的赢得了WCG2003，我想成为那样的一名human选手，于是我比当初
学暗夜更加努力的去学习人类。我曾经是人类，直到冰封王座给兽族提供了新的可能性，
我的初恋，于是我又坚定了用兽族的决心。许多选手视换族是软弱的表现，也许你们并没
错。但我认为换族是一种力量，他能促使我创新，提供快乐，刺激你产生新的想法，让选
手不再为不平衡苦恼，还能创造机会--以前你只能看到失败。你不能强迫我认为换族是懦
弱的表现。坚持一种只能带来失败的战术或种族才是懦弱。现在我想通了，我想知道是否
我该从另一个角度看问题。
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried s
o hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
(I put my trust in Orc, and have pushed as far as I can go. For all this, ther
e's only one thing you should know: until a patch comes along, and blizzard re
members this god-forsaken game, forget the identity that you have come to asso
ciate with me. I am an entertainer, but I am also an individual. The choices t
hat I make ultimately affect myself the most.)
我选择了兽族，也尽我的能力发扬了他。所有的这些，你只要知道一件事：在新补丁发布
之前或是暴雪记起这个荒芜的游戏之前，忘记你们心中以前的我吧。我是一个表演者，但
是我也是个人。我做的决定最终还是对我自己影响最大
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
(In the end, it doesn't even matter whether I win or lose. As long as I enjoy
the game and make choices that feel right to me. To live with no regrets, is t
he greatest joy you can feel. You die alone, with the choices that you have ma
de. Allow me mine.)
最后，输和赢已经不重要。只要我还在享受游戏同时做出我认为对的选择。没有遗憾的活
着是你能感受到最大的快乐。你孤独的死去，带着你做出的决定·请允许我这样决定。
Shout-out to my love, Cassandra, who makes life worth living for me. I was nev
er truly happy before. Such is the complete feeling and fulfillment that I hav
e come to know.
To all my fans and haters: I love you both. Yin and yang, positive and negativ
e, and the balance in between. You somehow make up this community all together
, a community where people like us find a place. In this community, you can me
et someone in real life for the first time and feel like you've been life-long
friends. You find people who are like yourself, and people who are so differe
nt from you that getting to know them is an adventure in itself. I wish everyo
ne to have a life as lucky as mine.
Manuel
Cassandra我亲爱的，你使得我的生活多姿多彩，我真的从来没这里开心过。这也是我经历
的最纯粹的感情了。
对所有我的fans和讨厌我的人：我都喜欢你们。阴和阳，肯定和否定，还有两者的平衡。
你们以不可思议的方式共同组成了这个团体，一个喜欢我们的人们找到的地方。在这个团
体里，你可以在现实生活中第一次见到某个人，却感觉你们已经是老朋友了。你可以找到
和你相象的人，和与你如此不同的人，了解他们本身是一个冒险。我希望每个人都有和我
一样幸运的生活。
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看到这篇文章,
你能想到什么?
RN上瓜区现在应该炸翻了锅吧,
不过,
我想我能理解Grubby
因为,
对于一个职业选手,
胜利才是最重要的.
即使对于我们这些非职业玩家,
不断失败的游戏也不能带给我们乐趣和继续的动力.
从最初的茫然,
到后来的愤怒,
再到抱怨种族的不平衡,
以至于习惯现在的状况,
我想我花了将近1年的时间去强迫自己接受orc和Grubby现在的状况.
每次失败带给了我新的希望,
但新的失败却又给予了我新的失望.
那句歌词是怎么唱的?
期望带来失望的恶性循环.
我曾经很努力的打着,
每天5个小时,
但是胜利的希望却被一根根箭塔,一次次的吹风,一下下的抽魔和地洞的一次次崩溃给
瓦解掉.
讨论种族的平衡性对我来说已经没有意义,
那只会引发新一轮的口水战,
同样,
讨论地图的优劣也不能改变我们的命运,
于是我不断提醒自己:
努力提高自身水平的实际意义胜于讨论imba与否.
我不断的提醒自己,
不断的提醒,
直到今天看到了Grubby的这篇帖子.
我仿佛又回到了一年前的某个下午,
我还是用电信的时候,
我在VS的TR上找人族打,
整整一下午,
我没有赢过一场,
整整一下午,
我直接打掉了一级,
整整一下午.
如果你是用ORC的,
我希望而且你应该明白我说的那种无奈和绝望,
超越了游戏本身的深深的绝望.
当你看到小t的一次次巨大优势不胜的时候,
当你看到lyn在wcg上黯然失色的时候,
当你看到grubby所做的只能是收拾好自己的鼠标键盘黯然离开的时候,
你作何感想?
当你被一波流把游戏时间定格在10分钟的时候,
当你终于拥有了5级牛头却发现对面是破法和狮鸠的时候,
当你想迂回攻击却被人族的房子和箭塔挡住的时候,
当你匆忙回救却仍避免不了别人拆掉你2+个地洞悠然回程的时候,
当你被减速掉有力使不出的时候,
当你在回程的最后一秒却发现仍然没有挽救回自己牛头和暗影猎手的时候,
当你像一头猛兽却被别人调戏盘剥一点点消磨你意志的时候,
当你.......
你会没有一丝愤怒和无奈?
你会没有一丝疲惫和厌倦?
所以,
请再不要对我们说"种族是平衡的,地图是完美的"
orc的状况已经很糟了,
所以,
即使种族真的是平衡的,
地图真的是完美的,
也请你们允许我们这样想想吧,
我们不奢求你们的可怜和同情,
但是,
我们至少有抵制自己被失望吞噬的权利.
and that's all
i think i will insist on orc and grubby
no matter what will happen
and,Grubby,don't cry tonight.
by Advocate
23rd,Oct
※ 修改:·Mahone 於 Oct 23 14:29:39 2007 修改本文·[FROM: 222.20.221.*]
※ 修改:·Mahone 於 Oct 23 17:17:44 2007 修改本文·[FROM: 222.20.221.*]
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